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| "If only I could"
If only I could tell you what I feel
If only you listened when I try to speak
If only the words would come out right
Then maybe you'd know how I feel inside
Sometimes it's hard do know how
It's almost impossible to touch someone's soul
There's a gate keeping you out, and a
gatekeeper that holds you back
If only you could, let me in for a while
If only I could, get inside...
another poem written by me... about how I feel... | | |
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I wonder why, every time I try to let you go,
You find a way to get inside my mind
Change everything inside it and leave again
I wonder why, you can't just let me let you go,
And stand the thought of me moving on,
Living my life the way I was meant to, before I met you
Let me be happy without you near me
I try to move on, I tried to forget you
But you keep coming back like a ghost into my life
Not letting me let go you
This is a poem I wrote, about the way I was feeling. :/ | | |
| Here I am again. Oh, I don't know where to begin. My life is so complicated right now. I met this guy, I already told you about him I think. But well I don't really know what to say about him and me. We are not together and I don't really know what he feels about me, and I am feeling so strange inside. Because I think I like him, but I don't know how long I will work on this thing we have got. If it's worth all this energy and time. Time will tell, that's what all my friends are telling me, but still I am feeling sad inside. Hopefully it will turn out ok in the end. | | |
| So, here I am, feeling better this time :) Had a really nice week. Or well it haven't been that good, but alright.
Haven't done that much, have to studdy, but there's time for that later. :) haha. Went to bed at 7 this morning, yeah I went
to bed in the morning, haha my life is really strange I sleep very little. Got to meet a guy yesterday, damn, what eyes. He lookes like
a young Tom Cruise. And well I think Tom was real sexy when he was younger, the only thing I don't like is that Tom is short. But the guy
I met, is not short :) mm.. Well he has really nice eyes. :) That's one of the things I really like , a guy with beutiful eyes. Eyes that when you look in them
you loose yourself or melt. :) Not everyone has eyes like that. Well that's that. I think I am going to go and watch some tv now.
The spell check doesn't work for me anymore, cus now it thinks I am writing in Swedish, and I am not :(
Later | | |
| So, here I am again. Feeling down and lonely.  There is something happening to me. I have felt so lonely lately. I would like to have someone by my side. That loves me and uprishiates me for who I am. I would like to fall in love. Even if it would be without having the feelings returned. Just to feel that feeling... it's been so long. Don't know what I can do about it. Love is nothing you can find so easily. I have been listening to love songs, got a great cd, called acoustic love songs. There is so many great songs on that cd. I watched a million romantic movies. And I only feel more and more lonely by every movie and song I hear. Well I guess there is nothing I can do about my problem. I went out to a club yesterday, and I realized that I will never find the man of my life in a bar or a club, it's not that easy. The man you meet in bars and clubs, don't really care about getting to know you. They are just interested in one thing, and that's getting you in to bed. That's all, I have never met anyone interesting out in the clubs or bars that I have gone to. This is sad... all the things I written here. Just that I have so much on my mind, and nobody to really talk to. Because it's a bit embarrassing to share all that, without making a fool of me, and sounding like a hopeless romantic. But, yes maybe I am. OH. AM I LOOSING IT? Am I the only one with all this feelings?
Will I ever find that one that makes me feel the way I want to feel?? | | |
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